Angry at the violation of innocence of one too young to comprehend.
Angry at the meaningless bloodshed and death witnessed in the name of religion or for a piece of land... young men who literally starved themselves to death for a 'cause'.
Angry at those who allowed it to happen and swept it under the rug when it came to light.
But mostly angry at myself for allowing it all to influence the choices I made and shape the life I created and the people I attracted.
Repressing it deeper and deeper and becoming more embroiled in the role of 'victim' when my spirit knew I was no-one's victim.
Self directing that anger which manifested as guilt because I didn't know how to express it...how ludicrous to feel guilt and shame because of what someone else done and because I didn't know how to stop it.
Consistently feeling guilty when the other person was angry and hurting, no matter how much I tried to come at it from Love.
But just maybe that's not what Spirit was asking from me...It already knows I can't even kill a bug.
Express Yourself...Let it flow and LET IT GO.
Say it, Write it, Sing it, Dance it, Paint it or Scream it from the FUCKING rooftops...just LET IT GO.
Emotion is just that...energy in motion, it's not supposed to be held on to.
And in the end none of it really matters because LOVE IS THE ONLY REALITY...the rest is merely an illusion created from the human mind that resides in ignorance and it's futile to fight an illusion because it doesn't exist.
JUST LOVE :)
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